At this point, i just don't know what and how to think anymore. Perhaps, i'll soon find that life is really hard for me to bear. I don't feel good at all.

I can't see how i can take it easy.

I just feel SO WORRIED and SO SCARED when i know that you're not feeling well. My logic is because i become more selfish when i'm in a relationship. Is it true?

Even so. I don't see how i can get outta it. It's killing me everytime.